I’ve been absent from the blog for a couple of weeks. Between being under the weather for most of it and trying to shake off some apathy, I’ve had a hard time getting much of anything done. March 23rd and 24th I did keep myself busy, but after that…nothing.
Today as I was lying in bed I thought to myself, “Holy Crap, it’s already the first week of April.” Honestly where the hell has all the time gone? I’ve been a member of Planet Fitness since September eat I haven’t lost any weight (I’ve probably only gone 8 times), I’ve been subbing (I’m a licensed teacher!) since October but have only maximized it (thus being able to save) in February and I have almost no hours in for March. I’ve had Rosetta Stone for over a year but haven’t even started lesson 1. And I’ve had a Lynda account for about a year but haven’t gotten into anything too “juicy”
I’ve got some work to do. Travis was right, I can’t psych myself out. I need to just do it. So what can I do in the next 4.5 months until I travel back to NYC
The last few projects have failed. It was a severe lack of planning. But right now, I’m also afraid everything I do will be a failure. I’m a afraid to even start. I really need to start. And I will.i expect to get everything done at once. Logically I know that, but it hasn’t sunk in yet. M goals, especially fitness, social bridging and med city social media can all be started (although limited) before I have all my ducks in a row. With m way of thinking I’ll never have all the ducks in a row.
I’m going to have to make some serious lifestyle choices if I want to accomplish anything.